Snow Falling at Midnight

The clock struck 12 midnight as my foot landed in the freshly fallen snow. The cold powder tickled my ankles as I walked down the quiet Main Street. What once was full of busy shoppers, is now a blanket of untouched pureness. The shops were locked up tight and the windows were dark. There was a stillness in the air that made the huge snowflakes fall at such a slow rate it was as if they were suspended in the air. I could detect the delicate differences between each flake and they shimmered in the glow of the kerosene lamps. My eyes began to focus on a light further down the road. A cool breeze gently touched my back as I moved forward slowly.  My eyes were drawn to the shadow that was surrounding the light. As I drew closer I realized I had reached a forest full of mature willow trees.  The long branches were covered in a thin layer of ice that weighted  them just enough to caress the ground. I could hear the sweet music coming from the branches as they touched each other but there was no breeze to make them move. They moved with such elegance and I wondered if they were dancing for me. I moved forward into the woods gently touched the branches as I passed. Within minutes I finally reached the light source. It was in the center clearing of a group of five trees. I looked all around and noticed my footprints were the only prints that imprinted into the snow. I squinted as the light grew brighter. It was suspended in the air with nothing holding it into place. The light grew bigger slightly and then shot up into the air. It burst into a million firefies and they swarmed above my head in unison. I was in awe as I watched them begin to create words.

Beautiful

Worthy

Lovely

Desired

Loved

Chosen

Forgiven

Then the fireflies paused and danced excitedly as if they knew He was near. Soft footsteps came up behind me and my whole body began to buzz. It started in my feet and moved up through to my head as He reached out and grabbed my hand. My body grew limp and wanted to fall but the strength in his hand lifted me up. He grabbed my face with his other hand and tilted it up to look into his beautiful eyes, the color can not be described with earthly words. My eyes began to water as I couldn’t take my focus off his beautiful face. So much love poured out of his eyes and into mine. He said, “my child this one is my favorite.”  And as His eyes looked back up into the sky mine followed and the fireflies began to form an image. It was a picture of a baby. Looking closer I realized it was me. Then the images changed again, quickly but one image after another of me growing up. He squeezed my hand as if he was saying “watch this!” It was an image of me as an older woman and I began to cry. He put his arm around my back and said, “daughter, I have loved you the same from the moment you were born to your very last day here on earth. You are so precious to me and nothing you do can change my love for you. Every day you strive to do more and be more and you feel as if you are not enough. You feel as if you are failing. Oh my child that is far from the truth. I am so pleased with you. Fall into me and find peace in my embrace. You are more than enough and I love you more than you know.”

I let out a sigh and my whole body relaxed into His. A breeze circled around my body and up through the air. As I opened my eyes I saw the fireflies create one more word, enough, and then disappear in to the stars. And even though I could not see Him anymore His presence was very near.

(Photo by pixabay.com)

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